Brittany Renner has always presented herself as a woman who can and will do what she wants and has never been afraid to expose things about herself. Whether it’s a breakdown of her relationship with PJ Washington to motherhood, s**al freedom, and even the type of birth control she has been on.
Just recently, she opened up on a recent episode of the hit podcast, The Pregame Show, about “sitting in [her] sh*t” and learning to value herself after being used by so many men.
“I know what it’s like to be desired by men. I don’t know what it’s like to be valued by one. When people ask me, why hasn’t it worked out with anyone? Well, because I’ve never valued myself,” Renner said. “I’ve been running from myself for a very long time. And I’m no longer drinking it away, eating it away, sleeping it away, f**king it away. I’m sitting with my shit.”
She made it clear that she wouldn’t trade the wisdom she’s gained for a clean slate. She did have a message for younger women.
“I hate how I allowed myself to just be like used up by men, and that came from a lack of self-worth. I did not understand my value that I was born with. I didn’t. Again people look at s** differently, but s** is spiritual unification at the end of the day. I don’t care how you spin it.”
Renner added how disgusted she feels by some of the people she “gave [her] body to.”
“And people that I shared my body with, when I think about my list, it’s repulsive because they didn’t deserve it, but that was an outcome of me discounting my worth,” Renner said. “And it’s disgusting. I hate even having that spiritual tie in any type of way, but yeah I would absolutely change s**ally how I move around.”
“It doesn’t feel good knowing that you gave a sacred part of yourself to a man that looked at s** with you like taking a piss. It’s not fulfilling, it’s disgusting to think about, and I feel like I’ve beat myself up every single day for my decisions. And what people say about me online holds no candle to what I’ve told myself on a daily basis. I’ve bee called worse by better and that better being me.”
Years ago, Renner dropped a book called Judge This Cover which had transparent conversations around s**l freedom, motherhood, life and love. In Renner’s book, she also talked about seven celebrity men that she’s slept with. She made sure to use code names for the seven men she detailed.
Renner alleged former NFL QB Colin Kaepernick made her pay her own way when she visited him.
“Colin was the rebound dude after Casey. According to her, she broke up with Casey because he was treating her wrong, but if I remember correctly, she broke up with Casey to be with Colin.
“They first met in person while he was staying with white CiCi & her family (if you read any of the old threads, you’ll know who I’m talking about)
“She took an expensive Uber ride to their house to meet him. He told her that he had only slept with 25 gals in his lifetime & she said that was a lie.
“In true Colin form, he told her she had to pay for her own flights to see him. Convinced her that this was a test to gauge her true intentions and interest. Told her that if she was in it for the right reasons, she would save her money for flights.
“She was his best kept secret, he hid her away like a community whore, while she actually stayed with him for days & made his bed. Gave her forehead kisses before he left for practice.
“When it was time for her to catch her flight home, she asked when was she going to see him again. He said and she quoted “what I want to do and what I’m going to do are two different things. That’s all I’m going to say”. It went downhill from there.”
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